well, so... damn. Why the--- Okay, I can't even question it... anyway, I going away for the weekend, leaving friday 'morning' around twelve or so. again, for those of you waiting to hear from me..., well, I guess I'm just not a nice person am I. Had a friend of mine tell me of another former friend of mine. Supposedly this former friend asked if I still hated them. smartly my friend replied, 'well, he doesn't talk about you' or something to the like. I'd like to see this as a battle i've won, but that just my optimism in a pesimistic situation... ::sigh::

Oh, by the way. to all the naysayers. tuesday night went splendidly. I completely blew though my section at work, defying all odds, using my emotion as propellent. Tonight... well... I'm sure you've probably picked up on it.

you're just somebody that i used to know