"what you're impressed by/ I get depressed by..."

Today my fuel for getting through work is (you guessed it): depression! I think I'm going to not eat either... though that'll probably (depressingly) change once I actually get hungry. Tired of a lot of things right now (like hunger), detached from most everything (like people). These sort of things happen when you start to clean and reorganize your room. I guess it's a lot more than that. Just some basic reflexes that push everyone away so their humanity won't hurt me. ...of course I can't even be grumpy without feeling guilty about it@!

�There was no solution, but that universal solution which life gives to all questions, even the most complex and insoluble. That answer is: one must live in the needs of the day-that is, forget oneself. To forget himself in sleep was impossible now, at least till night-time; he could not go back now to the music sung by the decanter-women; so he must forget himself in the dream of daily life.� - Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy