the television will do all my breathing for me

after the longest work day of my current job i wish i was smart enough to go to bed now so that I can finally change the oil in my car after putting it off for so long.

Longing... for good conversation in person. Hmm, if i wasn't so damn selfish i might get more e-mails too. Actually, now that i think about it that longing was just to finally be able to purchase some good music, preferably vinyl. Been trying to get back into writing in my 'secret' journal a bit more, but then again, i've been trying to get back into brushing my teeth daily for the past three years or so.
And so on.

i ride through like a ghost ship in a storm