"your parallel viewers wait your decision"

It's late. i start to misspell things, greatly. I'm going to work daylight once school starts. it will be best for everything. Except b/t me and steve... though i'm sure he'll be happy i won't be tromping around at 4am. I'm so disagreeable lately. grumpy. emotional. very. practically given up on words. been into films more than anything recently... more than music, reading, people even. sunday night i was more than half convinced to run away from every little thing, move somewhere quiet out west and just live simply. no more cell phone, no more computer, maybe not even a car... but i always just have this dream to travel through central america by car one day, which would have to happen sooner than later (a bit worried about all the political turmoil the americas have been going through, plus i think i'm just being native in thinking they have highways and gas stations all the down through chile).

the point: to express my inability to communicate (especially via e-mail) due to an extreme loss for words.