stand by me

oh my. it's getting a bit scary here, as a lot is about to happen in not a large space of time. there's a lot of room for error, though. i am, in general, easily overwhelmed, so perhaps, if i went about explaining things, then it wouldn't seem bad to you, but the polls will not ease any fears.

the date's been set: I'm to be out of here by june 1st. that's less than two weeks. hear's the catch: the place that i'm counting on moving into, still hasn't been confirmed. It's a word-of-mouth sort of deal so i've been dealing with a middle-(wo)man the whole time, the save being that she is the current resident of this fair apartment, just three blocks away. Packing and moving shouldn't be hard, but it's terrifying not knowing when it's really all going to go down. It's a tedious tale.

Next, my boss, not seeming to believe that i'll be able to get up and get to work by 7:30am, has been threatening to have me work nights, minus the nights i have class. This is also terrifying. I went for night classes just so i could work daylight. My boss is so, so wishy-washy! He says one thing one day like it's fact, someone will challenge him on it and the next day it's completely turned around! Well, i have yet to go ballistic, but it's just around the corner. I haven't told him that i'm leaving after the summer's over, and that the only reason i'm sticking around is because i'll be able to work daylight over the summer... less than three weeks away@! He takes it all very personal if i even only leave a bit earlier than everyone else does, around 12am, let alone quiting. p.s. the pharse "threatening to have", used above, is probably better understood as "mumbled about having". he's so passive and barely agressive.

everything was closed at coney island and i could not help from smiling