ease your feet in the sea

so the first day of work was actually really nice. i forgot how good it is to have a job where i can just get lost inside my head. still have to watch out for all the negativity, which makes it tough to be around people. i don't want to be anti-social but i don't want to hang out with a bunch of morons secretly cursing each other.

anyway, it wasn't a bad time but the hours are pretty rotten if i want to be social at all. money is stressing me out, but i think i'll worry about that tomorrow if i can. not like i'm just putting it off. there are a few other things i'd like to take of first. decisions, decisions.

i don't want to play football, i don't understand the rules of the game