time travel is lonely

i realized, quite a while ago, that my calling my co-workers morons was a bit hypocritical. for that i apologize.

it feels like time is losing meaning. i don't really know what's all happened since i last posted. i'm getting re-settled in my apartment. had my up and down days. work isn't bad but it does take a lot of time out of the day.

i've been thinking that i want to live by the beach. on the beach is preferable, and not sound elitist but i really want to be far from civilization. not far from people, just boardwalks and crowds. maybe somewhere in england or scotland. anywhere would be great but i don't want to cut myself off completely, so i'd like to not have to face a language barrier. i suppose i'm not very ready to settle down. still would like just be able to travel around europe and elsewhere for at least a year.

it's so nice to dream.

you look like a perfect fit for a girl in need of a tourniquet