'houston, we have lost the intiative!' (plus more on why i can't spell)

oh damn. this trip home was supposed to be a haven from insanity, but i'm beginning to think that only becoming a monk can offer the kind of solace i need. maddness. still working on failing out of english... I need to find somewhere to clear my head. plus i haven't really eaten in the past couple days which doesn't help much of anything. whine, whine, whine! ugh! i guess i just feel bad enough to complain in this blog but not bad enough to complain to any one person.

my parents got this huge (!) flatscreen tv (now that they don't have to feed two well-muscled boys anymore) and it really just hurts to even try to watch the thing. richmond just seems befouled to me. I can't operate in this town! hmm, i guess the only thing left is to go record shopping, maybe find some quiet place to disapear into. Sorry, this sucks... perhaps i should be more confident in myself... "yeah, i suck! Thanks for reading!"

i really think april is the worst month. the past two have really rubbed me the wrong way. this summer i may be going back to camp. I've reasoned it out that it may be good to be a part of an actual community for a couple months. It'd be a nice change. Thanks for the help with veggetarianism. It's the way to go.

who's going the right way down a wrong way street?